There's nothing really going on currently. I'm just bored so I felt like posting.
Mary invited me to go lazyman (late) bowling after she gets off work at ten with DJ (her boyfriend) and DJ's roommate.
I told her I'd go but now there are severe thunderstorm warnings so Mom doesn't want me out. Guess I'll cancel with her if she doesn't when she calls.

I miss Heather. She should call soon.
Her mom is now saying February for their move date. She said I can live with them, but I don't like that idea. If Heather stays in the same house it's not going to be healthy for her. So I looked up a bunch of houses to help her mom out. But I told Heather I'm looking to get my own place in Panama City to be near her, and she's welcome to live with either me or her mother. I just don't want to add to any of the problems between them.
But, I really miss her. I haven't seen her since October.
We argue almost every day now on the phone. It's not so much arguing as it is me bitching at her for insignificant reasons. I feel bad about it. I know most of it is just frustration that she's so far away from me. I know that she can't do anymore than she is about it. I know it's not her fault. But I still hate it.

Nothing is really new. I'm trying to recreate a story I had been writing years ago that got deleted.
I start school Thursday.
My birthday is in 2 weeks and 6 days. I'm getting a new tattoo.
I heard from Blake, whom I haven't really had contact with in over a year. I kinda miss him. He's a sweetheart. I knew him freshman year. He sent me the page to a song he's singing and he's amazing. I think I've listened to it a few dozen times since yesterday. His voice is beautiful. *_*
I ramble a lot for someone with no real news.
I guess Mark's done talking to me. I got a bitchy messege from Ashley. So, fuck him then. I can happily say he means absolutely nothing to me. I was contemplating ratting him out to Ashley, but he hasn't really done anything to me and strangely it wouldn't bring me pleasure to know they're fighting anymore. On that note, Alanis says...

"Ooh this could get messy, but you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody, and overlook this supposed crime
We'll fast forward to a few years later, and no one knows except the both of us
I've more than honored your request for silence
And you've washed your hands clean of this"